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distracted

i came to campus today to get a good amount of studying done, i read for a long time, why am i such a slow reader, there were so many high schoolers here on campus taking tours and learning about cu, i never went on any of those when i was looking for college, it seems like so much fun, but what really can you learn from being on campus for a couple of hours and asking random people how they feel about it, when you actually get here the experience will be different.  so now i’m sitting in the borgman, procrastinating as usual, why, why do i procrastinate, i can’t read this bioengineering book to save my life, it is so boring, SOOOO boring, i haven’t been on this blog in so long, i wonder if anyone even reads it, i just ate two piece of chocolate, like big pieces, and now my throat is dry, i went out last night, went to bjs with caitlin, max, joe, eli and chris, it was max’s birthday last week, i really want to get this roasted chicken, because then it would have come with soup, potatoes and the chicken, but they were out, i was wanting that so bad, i hate it when things don’t go my way, then i got the cajun chicken pasta, no soup, no potatoes, sad =(  i missed taking an online quiz yesterday, that sucks, i hated when i didn’t take these online quizzes for thermo last year, but this one was for music and it was worth 5% of my final grade, which sucks, that means i need to aim for a 95% instead of a 90% if i want an A in this class, which i do because duh, it’s music class, we’re watching an opera next week, Pagliacci, like from seinfeld, i’m excited, and i actually got to class early yesterday which is like the second time i wasn’t late since the first week of school, i feel like i don’t care about anything anymore, i don’t know what to do with myself