have you ever been alone in a crowded room? jack’s mannequin, i love their music, i can’t wait to see them in concert, i guess caitlin’s gonna go with me that aj doesn’t want to, i gave him his stuff back tonight, that mean’s i’ll never see him again, i can’t concentrate anymore, i don’t want to do anything, lauren went to texas today, i wish i went, i love traveling, even just going to the airport, i like that too, not even going anywhere, i just like the idea of getting away and escaping everything that you don’t want to deal with or face, i hate how i act or react to things, tonight in art class, we had a critique, and i had to put my drawing on the bottom so when it got to my turn to talk about my piece, people in the back couldn’t see, so they wanted me to move it up and it’s not a big deal at all, but getting it off the wall and then tacking it up made me so flustered and i don’t even know why, well i’m weak so it took me a bit to push the tacks in but then i could feel my face getting red, and that makes me feel embarrassed and gets me even more flustered over something so silly and irrelevent, i just don’t understand why i can’t control myself the way that i want to
