pic it til it hurts

pictures from the blizzard last week

this is right outside of my apt

we were shoveling off lauren’s car, there was quite a bit of accumulation

i got tired and sat down, i love you snow pants!!

the puzzle that i did, sure lauren helped, but i would say i did most of it

oh my goodness, it’s sarah jessica parker!!

it’s cool, we got way back, she looks cold, it’s winter out and this is all she has on, here girl, you can wear my jacket

my mommy’s new ride, i don’t know why the picture came out like i’m in some inferno, wierd

snow, snow and more snow

second huge snow within a week, how crazy it that, i wanted to go to the lotus show so bad last night, i wonder if they even played, they were scheduled for tonight too but of course i can’t go, boo it was that last chance i’d get to see them if i move out of colorado, well i guess not necessarily if they tour where i’ll be living next! my friend katie is supposed to be getting married tomorrow, i wonder if it’s still going to happen, i still have to get her something, i was thinking of just getting a gift certificate maybe to target, i was thinking of nice home-y places like restoration hardware or pottery barn but isn’t target more practical and i don’t have to drive all the way to park meadows, there’s not really nice stores at southwest plaza, see i was think with her marriage, i really want to get married, but do i really, i just always feel behind when people my age are doing things that i’m not doing, like all the people with jobs and school plans after graduation, but then i think of all the people that havent done nearly as much as i have, and i was watching sex in the city, carrie didn’t want to marry aiden because she wasn’t ready and she was having a panic attack, i was think, goddam woman you are forties, i think you are beyond ready to get hitched, but i guess different strokes for different folks! things will happen when they happen and if they don’t, then it wasn’t meant to be right, i got pictures i wanted to post, but i could get my flash drive to work with anything anymore, it might just be a piece now, i lost the cap for the end of it a while ago and maybe something got in it, when you plug it into a computer, you still detect it but you can’t open it up and see the files, so use anything that’s on it already, sure they’re cheap now, but i bought it for 50 and it’s only 256mb, now you can get a gig for 20 or less, i want a laptop, i want it so bad, but i don’t know if i should because i guess i have a computer now and don’t really need one

oh yeah for christmas i got a couple of puzzles, one has larges pieces with a square cut out in each piece, it’s advertised as a puzzle inside of a puzzle, the other one i got has wooden pieces shaped like people, i think that one is going to be hard to put together,

what am i doing with my life?

i’ve been so bored today. i get this way every once and a while, and lately more and more, i went on all my time wasting site, this, myspace, facebook, yahoo answers, i need to do something more productive man, i went to sushi zanmai tonight with caitlin, max and jon, it was ok, i got the death roll, big mistake, it was so spicy, i couldn’t even eat it, my mouth was on fire, that’s probably why they call it the death roll, i just didn’t put two and two together, i’m excited to get a manicure tomorrow, i haven’t got one in so long, a computing student gave me a gift certificate to this place call ten2o, clever name huh?? like ten fingers or twenty for fingers plus toes, that’s good marketing right there

this year, i’ve been getting so many cool presents from people totally unexpected, i got some chocolate nips from another computing student, then i got a gift certificate to borders from sandy, the advisor for tau beta pi and i got 20 bucks from dan schwartz, the guy i ta for, so sweet, people are so nice when you least expect it.  if only i had money, then i could be nice too

so i’m applying to mit, penn state, univ of florida, univ of calif santa barbara, state univ of new york buffalo and vanderbilt; i hope i get in somewhere, i need to get in somewhere, i just have to, it’s going to be so exciting to move to a different city and experience new things, it’s going to be the first day of the right of my life, hahahaha, well something like that, i think i’ll miss colorado, everything is familiar and comforting, i signed up to interview with shell on career services today, i think i’ll upload my resume on monster.com to see if i can’t get other job things, that’d be cool if i got offered a really cool job for really good pay, how sweet would that be….i can dream

grad it

grad school applications are so draining, i spent all weekend on them, i gave two professors the info for my letters of recommendation but i have one more, he wasn’t in his office yesterday, and i got them all a little present, which was kind of heavy, i got them some tea, honey, a mug and some little chocolates, it was the mug that was heavy

i went to career services yesterday to have someone look at my statement of purpose, but even though it said, walk-ins welcome, i had to make an appointment for wednesday, tomorrow at 1, i hope it was worth waiting, one of my deadlines is for january 1st and i’m waiting to change my statement of purpose before i finally submit it.

 went to islands restaurant last night with kyeonghee, it was ok, caitlin said it was excellent though, talked it up too much, but pam did say she didn’t like it, i got a pina colado, it was so strong, well i know i’m a wuss about alcohol, but this was so strong, i couldn’t handle it

went to campus afterward and finished my grading, i’m bored, i’m bored with life in general and i’m confused about was other people tell me about grad school, everyone tells me different things about my chances of getting in, who knows,