i was really happy today, i went to lunch with my new friends nate and chrissy!! ran into max and eli at the itll, i was so sad last night, i hate how people can make you sad without doing anything at all, sometimes that’s the reason, they don’t do anything, but sometime, they can just be living their life and can hurt you unintentionally, i don’t know why i get so hung up on things that i can’t change or things that don’t matter, i think i make a big deal about things so i can have something to obsess over and give my life some direction or purpose, i really don’t care, what are my goals, my aspirations, my dreams, i’ve been debating whether i should confront someone about something that’s been bothering me, these things come to mind (1) do i really care enough to know (2) do i care about what they have to say to me or is it just the fact of confronting them (3) will i feel better after (4) why don’t i just move on and forget it (5) what’s he going to say/think (6) would i be embarrassed and would i even care about that
