art!

this is me outside of the new addition to the denver art museum, i’ve wanted to go since it opened but no one wanted to go with me, i went with tony, a new friend i met, i hesistated to go cause i have so much homework but everyone keeps pushing the museum off, i was in kind of a daze from lack of sleep but still a phenominal experience, i really liked the temporary exhibit, radar, with were pieces from the private collection of vicki and kent logan, there was a bronze garbage bag, i thought someone just left the trash out, but it was a piece of art, and it was so life like, my favorite piece was in this room, by fred somthing i can’t remember what it was or the name of the artist, i remember really liking it though

this is a picture of the stair way, those blue dots were actually numbers and some of them changed, i wonder what the story behind that is  

i went to polo reserve last weekend, wow those houses were gigantic, too bad it wasn’t during day or i would have taken so many pictures, i took some, this was the only one that turned out semi decent.

sleep, my friend, i miss you

school is so much work, ahhhhhhh, my schedule during the day is so full, i don’t know if i can take this, i’m thinking about taking 2 of my classes pass/fail because i don’t need them, my flamenco and sex class, but if i got a’s in them which i’m almost certain i can pull off i want that gpa booster, but it’d be a lot of weight lifted if those grades for these classes didn’t matter and all i needed to do was pass, i could just take them leisurely…..

went bowling last night, first game 71, second game awesome come back with a 126, i think my best of all time was around 150

tonight i went to an information meeting for im flash tech, their presentation was so good, they make silicon wafers, and they hire cheme’s, who knew? it’s in utah though, blah, but they made it sound really cool and fun, i didn’t even bring my resume, but by the end i was bought, but i’m kind of guillible and easily bought (in some things) i’m going to apply, i was going to be really proactive about finding jobs this semester but i really haven’t done, well anything

blah on school

i had such a busy day, design at 8, kompala lab at 9:30, left early today at 11:15, didn’t really feel like being there cause pam left early too, went home ate lunch, finished my burrito from tuesday from big city, and chicken wings and a slice of pizza from papa john’s delivery, late to flamenco class at noon, didn’t realize the class actually went to 1:00 and not 12:50, i had to leave early to go to my 1:00 meeting with emily for intro to che, we weren’t done by the time i left at 1:55 to go to my 2:00, social constructions of sexuality, that class was packed, she should not encourage waitlisted people to attend, i had to sit on the floor because there were no seats, grrrrrrrr, but i guess i was late, then i worked in the medlin lab til 5:30, then i just got back from the boulder chophouse, damn 40 bucks for dinner, i’m in college, i can’t spend that kind of dough

i’ll take my boat steamed

the snow wasn’t that bad so i got to go to steamboat, yay!! it’s so pretty there, the houses make it look like those christmas scenes that people get model figures of 

this is my sister hamen, the cowboy boots on the left were selling for 2g’s, damn!!

this was us at dinner, we went to cucino’s because hamen said the last time she went it was amazing, i got the godfather with clams, mussels, shrimp, calamari, in a pesto sauce, it was ok, not amazing though

 there were a lot of these gas stations hanging around, the g went out on this sign, tee hee

darn it, you snow

so i guess i can’t go to steamboat anymore because of the snow that’s going to be coming this week, the avalanche got the parents worried about mountain driving i think, i already couldn’t see lotus because of the snow, which i’m very sad about, and now i can’t go have some fun either, =(

wore my new shirt today, aeropostal clothes are 70% off, got a bunch of new underwear there too, and i got a new book, the interpretation of murder by rubenfeld i think, supposed to be good, we’ll see, it was in the suspense and thriller section, hopefully not too scary, i think i have a shopping problem, it doesn’t matter where i am or what it is i’ll always buy something when i’m out, it could be a crappy screwdriver or something i’ll never even use, i just get this impulse inside of me that says, oh come on you deserve this, you don’t have anything like it or at least in this color, it will make you so happy to get it, and it always does, material possessions can make me so happy

i signed up for blockbuster free trial last night, lasts for two weeks, got my free in store rental today, it’s really expensive now to do the movie pass, 2 movies for 27.99 it used to be around 15, the mail in stuff with 3 movies is 17.99, it’s too much i think, i’ll cancel after the free trial

snow, snow and more snow

second huge snow within a week, how crazy it that, i wanted to go to the lotus show so bad last night, i wonder if they even played, they were scheduled for tonight too but of course i can’t go, boo it was that last chance i’d get to see them if i move out of colorado, well i guess not necessarily if they tour where i’ll be living next! my friend katie is supposed to be getting married tomorrow, i wonder if it’s still going to happen, i still have to get her something, i was thinking of just getting a gift certificate maybe to target, i was thinking of nice home-y places like restoration hardware or pottery barn but isn’t target more practical and i don’t have to drive all the way to park meadows, there’s not really nice stores at southwest plaza, see i was think with her marriage, i really want to get married, but do i really, i just always feel behind when people my age are doing things that i’m not doing, like all the people with jobs and school plans after graduation, but then i think of all the people that havent done nearly as much as i have, and i was watching sex in the city, carrie didn’t want to marry aiden because she wasn’t ready and she was having a panic attack, i was think, goddam woman you are forties, i think you are beyond ready to get hitched, but i guess different strokes for different folks! things will happen when they happen and if they don’t, then it wasn’t meant to be right, i got pictures i wanted to post, but i could get my flash drive to work with anything anymore, it might just be a piece now, i lost the cap for the end of it a while ago and maybe something got in it, when you plug it into a computer, you still detect it but you can’t open it up and see the files, so use anything that’s on it already, sure they’re cheap now, but i bought it for 50 and it’s only 256mb, now you can get a gig for 20 or less, i want a laptop, i want it so bad, but i don’t know if i should because i guess i have a computer now and don’t really need one

oh yeah for christmas i got a couple of puzzles, one has larges pieces with a square cut out in each piece, it’s advertised as a puzzle inside of a puzzle, the other one i got has wooden pieces shaped like people, i think that one is going to be hard to put together,

grad it

grad school applications are so draining, i spent all weekend on them, i gave two professors the info for my letters of recommendation but i have one more, he wasn’t in his office yesterday, and i got them all a little present, which was kind of heavy, i got them some tea, honey, a mug and some little chocolates, it was the mug that was heavy

i went to career services yesterday to have someone look at my statement of purpose, but even though it said, walk-ins welcome, i had to make an appointment for wednesday, tomorrow at 1, i hope it was worth waiting, one of my deadlines is for january 1st and i’m waiting to change my statement of purpose before i finally submit it.

 went to islands restaurant last night with kyeonghee, it was ok, caitlin said it was excellent though, talked it up too much, but pam did say she didn’t like it, i got a pina colado, it was so strong, well i know i’m a wuss about alcohol, but this was so strong, i couldn’t handle it

went to campus afterward and finished my grading, i’m bored, i’m bored with life in general and i’m confused about was other people tell me about grad school, everyone tells me different things about my chances of getting in, who knows,

don’t panic!

i went to the panic/jack’s mannequin concert last night with caitlin, john and lindsay, what a bad night for it, so snowy, took an hour and a half to get from boulder to denver, our seats were ok, john and lindsay were on the floor which was not that great because we got there late, jack’s mannequin already started playing, we missed the first opener, the guys that sing the snakes on a plane song, but what can you do, weather difficulties

me and caitlin when we got there

we planned to eat dinner before but that didn’t happen so we both go the phoenix combo, a beer and the phoenix hot dog, i got a canadian molson, it wasn’t half bad, i might be coming around on beer, but yeah, that hot dog was not messing around, enormous, just how i like it

my camera didn’t take very clear pictures of the stage, sad =(

i thought panic was pretty good, the show was very strange, circus theme, people did a bunch of acrobatics, ppl on stilts, very performance art and bizarro at the same time

ahhhhhh

finally took the gre today, i did pretty well, 500 on the verbal and 750 on the math, i’m satisfied with the verbal score, i think i could have done better on the math, i ran out of time, i couldn’t believe it, i spent too much time taking it slow, i kept telling myself, don’t rush, read the question and all the directions  because this is the real deal, but yeah i think they’re good scores, i just randomly chose schools to send my scores to, i was going to check into that but yeah whatever, it doesn’t really matter right, i think i want to study pharaceutical engineering, we’ll see, we’ll see…..

saw here on earth tonight, what a crappy movie, how could she seriously fall in love with that guy, some asshole that with her boyfriend at the time burned down their family restaurant, eh yeah what are you thinking, and then she has cancer of the knee somehow, ummm ok, hamen’s coming home tomorrow, wonder what she got me from mexico…

new shoes baby!!

i got the cutest dress today and these shoes that look like the picture except there’s also a strap that goes around the ankle, i’m thinking of cutting that off, it’s just annoying there and doesn’t really do anything, and i got a really cute pokka dotted top, and other sweater slip on shoes, oh so cute, shopping puts me in the best mood, i love trying on clothes, especially stuff i would never buy, i’m always surprised when it looks great, and i actually want to get it