holga holga

i just bought a new camera, the holga, i’m so excited, it says one day shipping but i forgot to change the shipping address so it’s going to my house down in l-town
   

    

it was made in hong kong 1982, just three years before i was born, it really should have a chinese name “ho gwong” meaning “very bright” i’m so excited, you have have multiple exposures on a single frame and the camera leaks light making cool frames, muahhahahhahahaha

fall break

of course, i’m not doing anything, i never do anything, but right now i feel better about it, i hung out with eric last week, like the first time in a very long while, i love hanging out with that boy, he’s just laid back and normal, well not really normal, laid back, he’s laid back, anyways he asked me what i’ve been up to and stuff, i said nothing cause i’ve been depressed about stuff lately, talking about that, i realized, i’m young and i still have so much time to do whatever i want, and there are so many things that i want to learn how to do or just do, i forgot all that crap when i thought i needed to feel something or be someone that i should be, 1) i want to skateboard ultimately down folsom but my next mini goal is to skate down the hill off folsom on colorado, just on the sidewalk, i want to learn how to do this zigzaggy snow boarding thing 2) i want to make a quilt from all the scrap fabrics i have, i just looked at bunch of patterns i think i’m going to do a star pattern 3) i want to master a new song on the piano, i haven’t played in so long, i tried to pick it up again, but just get impatient, i need to stick it out 4) i want to go to the new art museum, i love museums!! 5) i want to take a road trip somewhere, anywhere i haven’t been, ooooo maybe to yellowstone or something like that 6) go snowboarding this winter! i haven’t been since freshman year, if i move away from colorado and i didn’t go this year, i’m going to be sad 7) i want to watch all the movies that i have on cds, so many movies, so little time i want to go to concerts in venues i haven’t been to yet, gothic, red rocks, 9) i want my gpa to go up this semster, it doesn’t matter if it’s only one thousandth of a point, i want it to go up 10) i want to do the puzzle that i bought when school started but haven’t even opened up yet, i love puzzles, brings me back to days of my youth 11) go dancing, dips, turns, ooooo baby

new song i’m obsessed with