i was one mine away from winning!!!!!!!!!!!!!

have you ever been alone in a crowded room? jack’s mannequin, i love their music, i can’t wait to see them in concert, i guess caitlin’s gonna go with me that aj doesn’t want to, i gave him his stuff back tonight, that mean’s i’ll never see him again, i can’t concentrate anymore, i don’t want to do anything, lauren went to texas today, i wish i went, i love traveling, even just going to the airport, i like that too, not even going anywhere, i just like the idea of getting away and escaping everything that you don’t want to deal with or face, i hate how i act or react to things, tonight in art class, we had a critique, and i had to put my drawing on the bottom so when it got to my turn to talk about my piece, people in the back couldn’t see, so they wanted me to move it up and it’s not a big deal at all, but getting it off the wall and then tacking it up made me so flustered and i don’t even know why, well i’m weak so it took me a bit to push the tacks in but then i could feel my face getting red, and that makes me feel embarrassed and gets me even more flustered over something so silly and irrelevent, i just don’t understand why i can’t control myself the way that i want to

so i get on the computer and i finally remember to get the fray tickets for the sept 30th show at red rocks which would be so awesome because i’ve never seen a show at red rocks before and because the more i hear of the fray the more i like them, so i get on to ticketmaster and then i run to my room dig through the endless crap in my purse to get my wallet and now with credit card in hand and ready to purchase i find out, the concert is…….SOLD OUT!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wanted to go, and now i want to go so much more that i can’t, i looked on craigs list, the cheapest was 75 a ticket for gen adm, what crap, they sold for 32 and ebay were selling two tickets for 115, stupid capitalist bitches, maybe they’ll be a band that releases a whole bunch of tickets a couple days before, you know how they do that, hopefully, eh, what’s the point, they probably are not going to, and it’s not going to be the end of the world right, right???

blah, you can’t do anything to these pages

so the skateboard officially sucks, what crap, i can’t even stand on it long enough to take off on it, it’s either i stand on it and move no where (lame) or i wobble for a couple feet and stop, ok, i want another one