fumbling through emptiness

:’(

lochiying — Sun, 22 Jun 2008 00:37:40 +0000

i’m sad today

the best thing

lochiying — Wed, 14 Mar 2007 03:56:02 +0000

this is my new favorite song, the video is kind of random, it’s some guys picture gallery of himself, i think, but the song i love….

r.i.p. monitor

lochiying — Mon, 05 Mar 2007 01:52:17 +0000

so the optiquest gave out last night, it’s been doing this flashing thing for a couple of days and now it won’t display anything just a big black screen, boo hoo, this is the second monitor that’s died on me since college, one time sophomore year and now. i looked on craigs list today for a new free one and i saw a posting from a couple of days ago so i emailed them, as of yet, no reply, hmmmmm this sucks, now i have to come to campus for internet, i have a polymers test tomorrow, so much to do, so little time, i hate studying, i’m so tired, i just went home for dinner, i made a pita sandwich with provolone, pastrami and cucumbers, and heated up some canned soup, this morning i ate three hard boiled eggs and stir fried asparagus and cucumbers, i feel like eating, like eating the world, you think i’d be satisfied then??

art!

lochiying — Mon, 26 Feb 2007 04:34:59 +0000

this is me outside of the new addition to the denver art museum, i’ve wanted to go since it opened but no one wanted to go with me, i went with tony, a new friend i met, i hesistated to go cause i have so much homework but everyone keeps pushing the museum off, i was in kind of a daze from lack of sleep but still a phenominal experience, i really liked the temporary exhibit, radar, with were pieces from the private collection of vicki and kent logan, there was a bronze garbage bag, i thought someone just left the trash out, but it was a piece of art, and it was so life like, my favorite piece was in this room, by fred somthing i can’t remember what it was or the name of the artist, i remember really liking it though

this is a picture of the stair way, those blue dots were actually numbers and some of them changed, i wonder what the story behind that is

i went to polo reserve last weekend, wow those houses were gigantic, too bad it wasn’t during day or i would have taken so many pictures, i took some, this was the only one that turned out semi decent.

ha ha

lochiying — Wed, 14 Feb 2007 04:51:40 +0000

i found this on weather.com how cute!!

thoughts keep me awake

lochiying — Tue, 13 Feb 2007 04:46:17 +0000

i was really happy today, i went to lunch with my new friends nate and chrissy!! ran into max and eli at the itll, i was so sad last night, i hate how people can make you sad without doing anything at all, sometimes that’s the reason, they don’t do anything, but sometime, they can just be living their life and can hurt you unintentionally, i don’t know why i get so hung up on things that i can’t change or things that don’t matter, i think i make a big deal about things so i can have something to obsess over and give my life some direction or purpose, i really don’t care, what are my goals, my aspirations, my dreams, i’ve been debating whether i should confront someone about something that’s been bothering me, these things come to mind (1) do i really care enough to know (2) do i care about what they have to say to me or is it just the fact of confronting them (3) will i feel better after (4) why don’t i just move on and forget it (5) what’s he going to say/think (6) would i be embarrassed and would i even care about that

stealing

lochiying — Fri, 02 Feb 2007 01:32:07 +0000

so right now i’m contemplating whether or not i should steal this usb drive that’s on my computer. it’s 512 man, my old drive broke down, it just stopped working, it’s a good thing i don’t really use it anymore for stuff because computers couldn’t read it anymore, i lost the cap for it and something probably got stuck in the end, my old one was only 256, should i take this guy as my own, hmmmmmmmm i’ve looked at the files, there isn’t anything really pertinent, all the work seems to be from last semester, and there’s really only like 5 things, would he really miss it if i took it, but the real question is do i really need it, would it be worth it for me to take something that’s not mine knowing full well it was someone elses and that he has files he may or may not need on it. i’m the ta for office hours right now for visio, which is basically one of the simplest programs ever, which means i am sitting here blogging, it’s pretty much as self explainatory as word is, i made hamburger helper tonight with vegan chicken strips, i thought they were real chicken strips but i was wrong and you can totally taste the difference too. i think hamburger helper is the only in the box maker thing that i really like, i think mac n cheese is so gross, yuck,

sleep, my friend, i miss you

lochiying — Fri, 26 Jan 2007 06:12:00 +0000

school is so much work, ahhhhhhh, my schedule during the day is so full, i don’t know if i can take this, i’m thinking about taking 2 of my classes pass/fail because i don’t need them, my flamenco and sex class, but if i got a’s in them which i’m almost certain i can pull off i want that gpa booster, but it’d be a lot of weight lifted if those grades for these classes didn’t matter and all i needed to do was pass, i could just take them leisurely…..

went bowling last night, first game 71, second game awesome come back with a 126, i think my best of all time was around 150

tonight i went to an information meeting for im flash tech, their presentation was so good, they make silicon wafers, and they hire cheme’s, who knew? it’s in utah though, blah, but they made it sound really cool and fun, i didn’t even bring my resume, but by the end i was bought, but i’m kind of guillible and easily bought (in some things) i’m going to apply, i was going to be really proactive about finding jobs this semester but i really haven’t done, well anything

i hate you minesweeper

lochiying — Tue, 23 Jan 2007 03:58:36 +0000

i was one mine away from winning!!!!!!!!!!!!!

blah on school

lochiying — Fri, 19 Jan 2007 02:54:40 +0000

i had such a busy day, design at 8, kompala lab at 9:30, left early today at 11:15, didn’t really feel like being there cause pam left early too, went home ate lunch, finished my burrito from tuesday from big city, and chicken wings and a slice of pizza from papa john’s delivery, late to flamenco class at noon, didn’t realize the class actually went to 1:00 and not 12:50, i had to leave early to go to my 1:00 meeting with emily for intro to che, we weren’t done by the time i left at 1:55 to go to my 2:00, social constructions of sexuality, that class was packed, she should not encourage waitlisted people to attend, i had to sit on the floor because there were no seats, grrrrrrrr, but i guess i was late, then i worked in the medlin lab til 5:30, then i just got back from the boulder chophouse, damn 40 bucks for dinner, i’m in college, i can’t spend that kind of dough